Transformation

A meeting

 

Connection

 

Desire

 

Passion

 

Attachment

 

Love

 

Family

 

Ties

 

.

. where are you?

.

 

Withdrawal

 

Fear

 

Distance

 

Rejection

 

Loneliness

 

Escape

 

Anger

 

Noise

 

Chaos

 

Despair

 

.

. where am I?

.

 

Abandonment

 

Shock

 

Disaster

 

Mud

 

Dark hole

 

Sinking

 

Again

 

and again

 

and again…

 

.

. where did you go?

.

 

Seeking an answer

 

information

 

certainty

 

Reaching out

 

Praying

 

Hoping

 

Rejection

 

again…

 

.

. where do I go?

.

 

Victim

 

Stuck

 

Lashing out

 

Justification!

 

Roaring

 

Like a tiger

 

Claws out

 

Hoping to hurt…

 

kill…

 

.

. why can’t you see me?

.

 

Crushed

 

Exhaustion

 

A wet cloth

 

Unable

 

to pick up

 

the pieces

 

Dying

 

dying

 

dying…

 

.

. who am I?

.

 

Stillness…

 

.

. what am I?

.

 

Acceptance

 

A new dawn

 

Opening

 

Liberation

 

Embracing myself

 

Rising

 

Dreaming

 

Wishing

 

.

. what do I love?

.

 

Knowing

 

Committing

 

to myself

 

to my future

 

to my life

.

. I live

.

 

Love

 

Joy

 

.

. I am home

.

 

Peace…

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